Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Oh, no.

My best friend is trying to get into the foreign exchange program thing.

If she leaves, I'll be so lonely!

Well, not really, but who's house will I go to when I'm bored or angry, or sad?

Who's going to walk over to Pioneer to see Eness and Tina and Cece... and others?

Who will make fun of me when I stutter?

Her house is within a five-minute walking distance from so many of my friends.
It's like there's a constant open house there, it's like the offer to come over stands forever.
AND I LOVE IT!
I love her. I'll miss her so much.

I know it's not like she's never coming back, but she's a security blanket for me. She's outgoing, and I'm not. She makes friends by entering a room, and I don't. If she goes to a dance , chances are I'll do it, too. 
My other best friends go to other schools, and I'm one of those people that need a REALLY familiar face  to feel comfortable.

If this is supposed to happen for her, I hope it does.

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